Plans...plans...more plans...

Lots and lots of changes..I can't really go see Lee now cause he is moving He is going back to his hometown. I am happy for him he needs to leave Florida, it isn't good for him and his roomie is a complete insane nutcase, and the bad kind. I know he will succeed in completing his journey back. I believe in everything he does and I will be here to support him no matter what, even if other doubt him. I never doubt him. He is a strong and very intelligent person.
I love lee a lot I would never doubt anything about him. I am not like that. It isn't my nature. So I might wait till he settles there for a few months or whenever he feels comfortable before I visit him. My dream of seeing him is not something I forgot. I still want to do it. But for right now I am by lee's side cheering him on and being the positive part of him.
I have met lee over a year ago. He has grown into a stronger person and I noticed that. It makes me happy seeing how much he accomplished and how strong he became. I am very happy for him! People should experience as much as they can in life. No holding back, life is too short.

As for my plans...well they are up in the air. I am a not decisive person. What happens happens...I don't know where i want to go. I am thinking about Colorado still, but who knows. It is a city and I love cities. The college I want to go to is not too bad and isn't bad in graphic design. But I need a roommate...or something. I am a strong person but I can not afford living on my own just yet.
I guess for now I will continue my promotion at work and just save up. I will start applying for schools too, so I can make it into the Spring semester. I do want to continue my education that is a must for me. No one can get a great job with an Associates Degree. Plus people are doubting me and think I won't go back...so I want to prove everyone wrong.
Well I guess I am done rambling and ranting..gotta find my cat to give her medicine. Ps. dont im and bitch me out for "complaining" I have every right to express my fucking feelings no one asked you to read it now did they? I had one random already im me and play little child games and that is why they got blocked.

Why can't every ending be like in a fairy tale?